May 9, 2010

下一句

"你想要的我不能夠給你我全部 我能給的卻不是你像要的"

你的一句話
或者應該說
你引用的一句歌詞


我心裡一輩子的傷






我不知道
一年多了
從我們交往到分手到現在變成兩條平行線
一年多的今天
我終於知道
那首歌
是李聖傑的"最近"
下一句歌詞
叫做


"我們不適合"























我會走出來
我們兩個一起擁有過的曾經












"HAVE U BEEN THINKING ABOUT ME?"

Still

Still care about u...
what r u doing?
how is ur new school life?
r u happy with ur new friends?



I know i shouldn't
the story between us is over
I know...but I dun know what to do...


Trying so hard to let myself  be happy
But I know...
If u r not coming back
I won't b happy again...



"WHAT SHOULD I DO?"

Apr 15, 2010

最遠的距離

很遠
我們之間
真的很遠


你的一句
"我們會不會走到一年?"
我傻了

我想
"會"
你在我心理
絕對有著比他重要的位置



可是我不懂
我為什麼會......
一直想到他


為什麼我的情緒起伏
可以隨著他改變







那樣的3個月
這樣的9個月
我是怎麼撐過來的?
我沒有後悔
當初跟他分 然後到你身邊

唯一後悔的
是我害你也受傷了




對不起






















理性的處理事情
然後發現
我們之間開始有拉不近的距離: (

CanNot SmiLe then HoW?

CanNot SmiLe as usual...look like I am happy I am ok....
Act HapPy.....so Tired n So DifFicuLt......I hate it!

Just Now I am looking for a picture with my real smiLe....
But 10mins past...I cannot find.....
even 1 also cannot find: (




I miss my SmiLe
I miss my happy life without u.....







"I hate.......I still Luv U"

Apr 14, 2010

多餘

看了學妹的網誌
我終於發現了


我對你的斥責 我對你的不屑 我對你的厭惡
因為你我流的眼淚
我們之間所有的一切
都變得很不值得......



我只是不懂
當我大聲責怪你劈腿的時候
明明知道是我誤會了
為什麼你不否認?
為什麼你不反駁?








懂了
才發現
一切的一切都是多餘的







你給的關心是真的
不是我所說的
"多餘"也不是我認為的"虛偽"




"對不起"

不在乎?

到底要怎麼樣才可以不在乎?

不關我的事
他們的半年 跟我沒關係
可是 卻還是很難過


每個人都說
"因為你還在乎他吧?"
每個人都說
"不要去想比較快樂..."
我試過
試過遺忘
但在想起時是一種更痛更傷的痛....



我不懂 真的不懂
為什麼我還那麼在乎?
9個月了 是該忘了不是?
可是為什麼偏偏忘不了 還記得更清楚?
都累了


想哭卻沒有力氣再哭
想大喊卻又覺得為了什麼?




我需要一個
可以給我擁抱的人: (

Mar 3, 2010

I hate I have to study SCIENCE

As my topic,I hate I have to study science>< Cuz it's in English T-T
Cannot understand>< Feel soo bad
N teacher everyday make me sleepy= =
Boring Boring n Boring...

"See the lady next to me?She also crazy><"


Class so boring for me
so Fiona n I start to take pictures again: )
hahas



I feel so boring cuz I really hate Chemsitry><




Fiona is my twins
same tall same wieght n also wear same size shoes
hahas




N after class,we go to IMM to eat Mac with Nut


We spent 1.5hrs at IMM
N after that when we on the way go back to school
we saw Fiona daddy's car
so we RUN back to school
Tired><
n Nut stand behind us laugh so loud....><

Mar 2, 2010

Crazy Day

Today afternoon class is POA
My twins,Fiona n I crazy alr....
cuz cannot understand T-T
We try to study at the beginning....
then give up
Hahas: )

We do nothing
just take a lot of pictures><

"we r soo cute : p"


N we also take picture with our brother,Samuel: )

"He looks so cute here><"


We luv each other: )
rite? Twinyyy: p


"So nice I have u: )"

Feb 27, 2010

Family Day

Today is my family day : )
We go to long beach to have dinner @ IMM
Soooo delicious: )
but Soooo expensive : (
cannot go too often><

Baby sooo cute
especially when she is praying with her dad><
Luv her: )




Singapore's food is really different with Taiwan's
sooo strange 0.0
but quite delicious XD




Love all my family: )
every time when we met
laugh until my face became ugly
haaaa
but soo happy can be with them: )


Feb 26, 2010

Pls dun go

Soooo sad
New New is going to leave us to another school : (
I will miss him alottttttt><


Everyday we have lunch together
Laugh together
Study together....
i will miss u New New



"Remember to come back to see us k? : )"